Too long...

It has been too long since I have written. Things have been so busy! We were getting into a routine and then it was time for me to go back to school. I started back to class last week and we are having a hard time adjusting. My mom has been watching Sarah some for us and she has been spending more and more time with her Daddy. I am only away from Sarah about ten hours a week, but it is hard. I miss her, but I have to admit it is nice to be "something" other than mommy for awhile. I am having a hard time getting my homework done. I am going to have to figure out some sort of schedule. Tomorrow I am going to go to library for awhile so that I can study. I feel torn because I feel guilty for leaving Sarah even though she will be with her Daddy. I am so thankful that I don't have to work right now. I can't imagine putting Sarah is daycare for 40-50 hours a week. I am so grateful that Todd has worked so hard for us so I don't have to work. Sarah is doing good. She is still having some sleep issues, but we are hanging in there. She gets up numerous times a night and sometimes all it takes is me rubbing her back for a few minutes, but other times she is up for hours. I believe that some of it is grief, but  I just don't know what to do for her. I know that things will get better!

Here are a few updated pictures of Sarah....she is so beautiful!